Unfortunately, that seems to be one of the few things that is consistent. If there’s one thing I’m still struggling at, it’s being consistently under God’s will, staying away from sin, and really trusting that He can get us out of any temptation He allows us to go through.
It’s just so sad that I’m fully aware of all the blessings following obedience and the consequences of sin, but I still persist to make the wrong choice in the name of instant gratification. It’s a struggle I oftentimes find myself in the losing end on… Pao helps, but I still tend to be irresponsible. Selfish.
God help me… GOd help us both… I sincerely need to stay straight in the path. There’s just too much going on around me, and I’d be a fool to think that I can communicate that I do not need the perfect love, will, and guidance of the Lord God with every sin I do. I just thank the Lord that He is faithful to forgive me of my sins as long as I repent… I’ve been repenting countless times as a result of ‘returning to my own vomit’, but I’m just glad that the Lord never leaves nor forsakes us.
Going back up to Baguio again… God bless Pao. God bless us both… and God bless you.