I keep saying this: If you do something without knowing the risks involved, but knowing the possibility of risks nonetheless, that's crazy. And consequently If you do something even if you know the risks involved, that's fucking stupid. A while back, something I took to be crazy turned out to be something really fucking stupid.... Continue Reading →

Well now. It's five to one and I really wouldn't have a clue on where I stand if I ask myself if I need to sleep. Circumstance is telling me "yes". Why? The rightmost bottom molar in my mouth is growing horizontally instead of vertically and is doing its periodical bitching by hurting like hell.... Continue Reading →

Life just works so beautifully. Just before you give yourself an emotional audit on the job you have when, say, the past 3 days that you were on it were just draining, circumstance turns into such a sweet lady by giving you abrupt and successive good events to supplicate the low morale you had. This... Continue Reading →

Here I am, just killing time... Something I haven't been doing for a while. It's just such a liberating feeling to actually take some time to sit down and exhale. It's funny; I know there's a lot for me to type about, but somehow I wouldn't know how to turn on that certain switch in... Continue Reading →

Hello, everyone. My apologies for the vanishing act. It's just that I've been doing a lot of growing up lately, and there ain't no stopping me now, I guess. Right... I couldn't believe it myself. Joseph Brent Lardizabal undergoing what is publicly deduced as 'growing up'. I just realized something - It is relatively impossible... Continue Reading →

"Self improvement is masturbation... Self destruction may be the answer."- Tyler Durden April 2005. What a month. These past 30 days have been filled with happenings(look, my thesaurus for 'events' isn't actually abundant) that, while not necessarily self destructive, were thought provoking. Ever hear of people who have gone through the provebial trial by fire?... Continue Reading →